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I've always been under the illusion I could change my citizenship, but it seems that the rule of "beggers cant be choosers" applies to this landfill. And I have at least 8 other reasons at this point why i wanna break something.

I wrote a 500 word whine-ssay about how I feel.And I thought, it could be summarised in one statement.

I hate what you've done to me. Of all people, you. And aside from the occasional acceptance, I cant get myself out of this miserable feeling since you let the cat out.

I hope you're satisfied.